WTH?????!!!!

So I just finish helping an elderly lady locate her son's phone number by looking up her billing history and seeing repeating numbers that called her frequently. I pull up the number & call him to inform him that his mother has been trying to call him, but she lost the paper with his information on it. She has been stranded at the mall for HOURS, and she was worried that her son was worried about her. Do you know what he says to me? "how did you get my number?". As if I was bothering him! Sorry, I could have told your mother that she was shit outta luck, and we couldn't do anything for her. Could have left her stranded in the mall & had the police call you with the same information. Don't get an attitude with me when I'm just trying to make your mom happy?! I swear, I try to do a good deed, and get no respect....

Deep Thoughts on Deep Throat.....the film :)

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Thanksgiving 2010

This year, I'd like to give thanks to health, love, life, family, friends, and the ability to show my love for those around through food. :). Let the calorie counting begin!

Rainy Day Blues

Listening to water droplets tap on my window
I have flashback of our encounters
The soft caress of your skin next to mine, sends tingles down my spine
I'm engrossed with your love

As you whisper "I love you" in my ear, my body surrenders to your touch
You know just the right way to fulfill my every wish and desire
You play the melody of my emotions along my body with the utmost care
How is it that you mastered the language of my love so effortlessly?

Even now as I look at your side of the bed, I try to keep the memories of this morning alive
You've only been gone for a few minutes, but it feels like forever
"I hate leaving you in the morning", you said, followed by a kiss to the nape of my neck
Oh if you only knew how much I hate your departures too...

So here I lay, in this bed of ours...
Allowing the beat of the rain on my window pane to sing the sorrow of my heart
Come back to me soon, and erase these rainy day blues....

Seafood Adventures!

Yesterday, I decided that I needed a seafood fix so I took myself to Capt. George's. The last time I went there was with some friends last summer. We stayed there for 3 hours. LOL. At first I felt strange for wanting to go to a buffet by myself, but then I thought why pay $28 for a portion of food that will only leave me hungry afterwards? I love seafood so much, so I definitely wanted to get my money's worth. I got myself together and drove 15 minutes down the road to my destination. I wanted to go on my seafood adventure earlier in the day, but the restaurant didn't open up until 4 pm. I could understand this because the variety and quantity of food it serves is an immense amount. I was geeked when I found a parking space near the front door. Last time, I made the walk from the back of the lot. The hostess asked how many in my party and I calmly answered, "just me". My worst fear is that she would look at me in disdain, but she didn't. She actually said "ok" with a big smile :). Ironically, my waiter yesterday was the same exact waiter I had last year. Good to know that Capt. George's has a great retention with their employees. Lmao.

Don't clip my wings once I've spread them...

I'm at the point in my life where I feel that if I make a decision, but don't share my descision with the majority or any of my family members, that's okay as long as the decision doesn't have a great impact on anyone. For example, I recently moved into a 2 BR apartment with my fiancee. My family in unaware of my engagement, as well as the move. In essence, the move was very simplistic. I moved from one end of the street to the other end. I kept the same unit number, but just acquired a different building number. The person that I think would be alarmed the most is my mother. I think she'd be upset because I decided to move without telling her, and that I moved my partner in with me. More so the latter because then it would solidify her fear that I was gay in her mind. Though I'm in a homosexual relationship, I don't have a label for it. Outsiders looking in would describe me as gay, but I just see myself in a healthy, loving relationship. I didn't fall in love with my fiancee's gender. I fell in love with the person that she is, and how I feel when I'm with her. I know that we are an excellent team together, and that certainly counts for something in my eyes. I just hope that one day my mother can see my happiness for what it is. *back to the main topic of this blog*

At what age will my family realize that I'm an adult? I feel like I'm at that point where I'm expecting more from them. I guess that I have to consider my family really cares about my well-being & what not, but damn, can I live?! Can I breathe?!

New look for my nails...

My inspiration for my 8 + 2 look came from my girl Kris. She's doing 8 + 2 nail color combos all the time now, & I heart them mucho! So Kris, if you're reading this post is for you :)



So my colors are Mango Madness (from Nicole by O.P.I) & Lightning (from Sally Hansen's Insta Dry collection). I had a french manicure before, but decided to do something a little brighter for the spring/summer 2010. Next color combo: Hot Pink & Black...pics to follow in a few weeks.